20 years old and confused

[mattly]

Hi i dont really know what im doing here, this is the first forum ive ever signed up to.
basically im 20 years old and i think i might be gay. Ive had a long term girlfriend and slept with 2 women, and fooled around with women. i think im attracted to them to an extent certainly, but its the idea of going down on them and stuff that kinda grosses me out, i dont really like the way vagainas look, they dont really turn me on. does this mean i'm gay? ive never kissed a man before. i think i've been attracted to men, like filmstars and stuff but im not sure because i think i repress it. i thought id try and watch some gay porn or something to find out but im too scared truth be told. the whole idea is really scary to me. i dont have any gay friends really, and i know very little about homosexuality. any suggestions or advice would be more than welcome

[Gamoc]

Homosexuality is nothing to be afraid of. Just because you do not know any homosexuals does not mean that they are not there. I know that her since I have come out of the closet I have noticed that I have met many gays, lesbians, and bisexuals. I am even living with a guy who is in a very similar situation as to that of yours. If you are not attracted to women, don't try to force yourself because you are only going to get hurt.

Try something, such as porn or a club or something to see if you like being gay. You will learn that there are many homsexuals out there.

[mattly]

thanks, i think that might take some more courage on my part. i'm not sure im quite ready yet. its wierd i have phases where one week i feel really straight and the next im all confused again :S

[burnthegays]

I think you should drown yourself. If you're straight, you'll live. If you're gay, you'll die, which is what's okay, as you're gay anyway.

[theshaytaan]

may the shaytaaan burn you

[nohomo4momo]

Okay dude. I see you're scared so here's my advice. In public when you see a girl, pull this face randshit.files.wordpress.com/2010/03/dat_ass.jpg

[straightasmydong]

Think of the pussy like a watermelon, you want to push your face into it, lick the hell out of it, and when you pull out it, you are all red which looks like blood. Pussies man, incredible inventions, if you dont like it, then just jump out your window.