Post by nagdagger on May 16, 2009 23:51:47 GMT
My relationships with men did begin with my first kiss...
November 28th 2008, friday night, I went to a party by the seniors from a school who intended to raise funds for their ball. It was nice, amateurs singing, there were dancers, etc. Something REALLY SMALL, short and simple, but I enjoyed the show
the environment sucked though. We were around 30 or less viewers and I was in the older group, so I felt like I was in a horrible place...surrounded by kids lol
So my friend who is 5 years older than me offered me a lift to wherever I wanted to, it was 10 pm so I told him to leave me at a disco I was supposed to go at 12. I got there earlier so went to the restaurant/bar downstairs and sat at the bar. My friend got back cos he was helping the high-school girls organize that event since he wanted something with them. I was lonely at the bar and decided to start a conversation to another lonely person there who happened to be quite a nice half-french/half-italian 20 year-old that says to speak 9 languages, something that runs in the family. It was fun chatting with him, although I discovered that he was a hell of a liar, saying that he's as rich as the hiltons, that he his family can order secret agents to kill people due to business issues, told me about his incredible sexual life, etc. It was funny listening to that, since I was also alone. It was 11:30 and we were going upstairs when he asked to go to another disco, so we split a cab a went to one of the most famous discos in my country. They asked for ID at the door cos we managed to get in for free, but I couldn't show mine, I'm a minor. Then I thought to myself, he just wants to see the picture, and I showed my ID. He said "MINOR" LOL
So I got stuck outside frustrated and went on MSN on my cell phone...waiting for someone who I phoned to come and put me in. That person never showed up and called me only after 3 hours to ask if I wanted him to come lol
So in the begining of those 3 hours of wait, when I was still frustrated, a guy passed through me and smiled, who I responded cinically due to my frustration. He went in and came back, towards me. I moved and asked...do we know each other ? He said no, but he was looking for some cocain and wanted to know if I had any. I thought to myself "I've just been called a dealer" and I laughed SO MUCH at his face because that was hell funny... A guy on the cell phone outside a disco could only be a dealer lol
Then I said no, and he forgived himself because he's new in town, doesn't know how to deal with people. I said it's fine. Then he talked some more and said that it was hard for him to relate to people here because he is gay. I made a suspicious face and he thought I was a homophobe. I said it's all fine. Clearly I wasn't well that night, but also I'm always conscious that I must never say that I'm gay to anyone claiming is gay unless I'm sure he is or is a public gay guy, so I didn't say I was. He stayed there trying to survive the conversation and asking to forgive him for his stupidity asking for cocain. He was gonna give up and leave me until I said that I'm gay too. Obviously we then started to talk A LOT, he looked at me so pleased and finally admitted that the cocain story was an excuse to talk to me, which I'd figured out since the begining.
I wanted to pee so we had to go to the complex next to the disco since I couldn't go in the disco, and the bathroom I went was near the pool area which was dead empty, the trees were making the lovely noise of being hit by the wind, the sky was filled with stars, everything was so romantic except one thing...little NAGDAGGER... All those beautiful things I described are the perfect thing for some people, but for me...it doesn't matter that much lol, so the guy tried to create a perfect kiss, he took me to a corner, all hidden, with the stars above us, trees surrounding us and he was staring... I said, waking away "i know what your doing..." and laughed like HAHAHAHAHA. Possibly trying to run away from that...plus... I don't get all melted down with situations as perfect like that one hehe
As we were leaving, I said sorry I ruined the perfect opportunity for the perfect kiss. He said it's fine... Do you wanna try it again ? I said ok... And we were by the entrance, but also hidden. It was at about 1 or 2 am so it was dark, and he he hugged me, hold me, and we kissed...
To be continued lol
November 28th 2008, friday night, I went to a party by the seniors from a school who intended to raise funds for their ball. It was nice, amateurs singing, there were dancers, etc. Something REALLY SMALL, short and simple, but I enjoyed the show
the environment sucked though. We were around 30 or less viewers and I was in the older group, so I felt like I was in a horrible place...surrounded by kids lolSo my friend who is 5 years older than me offered me a lift to wherever I wanted to, it was 10 pm so I told him to leave me at a disco I was supposed to go at 12. I got there earlier so went to the restaurant/bar downstairs and sat at the bar. My friend got back cos he was helping the high-school girls organize that event since he wanted something with them. I was lonely at the bar and decided to start a conversation to another lonely person there who happened to be quite a nice half-french/half-italian 20 year-old that says to speak 9 languages, something that runs in the family. It was fun chatting with him, although I discovered that he was a hell of a liar, saying that he's as rich as the hiltons, that he his family can order secret agents to kill people due to business issues, told me about his incredible sexual life, etc. It was funny listening to that, since I was also alone. It was 11:30 and we were going upstairs when he asked to go to another disco, so we split a cab a went to one of the most famous discos in my country. They asked for ID at the door cos we managed to get in for free, but I couldn't show mine, I'm a minor. Then I thought to myself, he just wants to see the picture, and I showed my ID. He said "MINOR" LOL
So I got stuck outside frustrated and went on MSN on my cell phone...waiting for someone who I phoned to come and put me in. That person never showed up and called me only after 3 hours to ask if I wanted him to come lol
So in the begining of those 3 hours of wait, when I was still frustrated, a guy passed through me and smiled, who I responded cinically due to my frustration. He went in and came back, towards me. I moved and asked...do we know each other ? He said no, but he was looking for some cocain and wanted to know if I had any. I thought to myself "I've just been called a dealer" and I laughed SO MUCH at his face because that was hell funny... A guy on the cell phone outside a disco could only be a dealer lol
Then I said no, and he forgived himself because he's new in town, doesn't know how to deal with people. I said it's fine. Then he talked some more and said that it was hard for him to relate to people here because he is gay. I made a suspicious face and he thought I was a homophobe. I said it's all fine. Clearly I wasn't well that night, but also I'm always conscious that I must never say that I'm gay to anyone claiming is gay unless I'm sure he is or is a public gay guy, so I didn't say I was. He stayed there trying to survive the conversation and asking to forgive him for his stupidity asking for cocain. He was gonna give up and leave me until I said that I'm gay too. Obviously we then started to talk A LOT, he looked at me so pleased and finally admitted that the cocain story was an excuse to talk to me, which I'd figured out since the begining.
I wanted to pee so we had to go to the complex next to the disco since I couldn't go in the disco, and the bathroom I went was near the pool area which was dead empty, the trees were making the lovely noise of being hit by the wind, the sky was filled with stars, everything was so romantic except one thing...little NAGDAGGER... All those beautiful things I described are the perfect thing for some people, but for me...it doesn't matter that much lol, so the guy tried to create a perfect kiss, he took me to a corner, all hidden, with the stars above us, trees surrounding us and he was staring... I said, waking away "i know what your doing..." and laughed like HAHAHAHAHA. Possibly trying to run away from that...plus... I don't get all melted down with situations as perfect like that one hehe
As we were leaving, I said sorry I ruined the perfect opportunity for the perfect kiss. He said it's fine... Do you wanna try it again ? I said ok... And we were by the entrance, but also hidden. It was at about 1 or 2 am so it was dark, and he he hugged me, hold me, and we kissed...
To be continued lol
