Post by Gamoc on Apr 4, 2009 4:44:52 GMT
The first thing that I would have to say that it is impossible to commit suicide...twice, and be able to post here. 
The second thing is that you are over reacting and that you are digging to deeply into this. My father was not around most of my life either, but I still love him. I can't say that I always like him, but I do love him.
There are ways to help you take your mind off of all of this. Join some extracurricular activities (if you're still in school), do community service, get a job (If you don't already have one), things that can occupy your mind and help you calm down. Trust me, if you're doing a good job at something, it completely takes your mind off of the bad and on what your doing, which you will find will help you keep calm and fresh, if even only a little bit, later on in the day.
Try to do more things with him. See if you can go bowling or to the movies with him. TRY TRY TRY to like him. He is your father! It's one thing when it is your step-father, but when your father wants to make things right when he wasn't able to before, then at least let him try to make it right!
The second thing is that you are over reacting and that you are digging to deeply into this. My father was not around most of my life either, but I still love him. I can't say that I always like him, but I do love him.
There are ways to help you take your mind off of all of this. Join some extracurricular activities (if you're still in school), do community service, get a job (If you don't already have one), things that can occupy your mind and help you calm down. Trust me, if you're doing a good job at something, it completely takes your mind off of the bad and on what your doing, which you will find will help you keep calm and fresh, if even only a little bit, later on in the day.
Try to do more things with him. See if you can go bowling or to the movies with him. TRY TRY TRY to like him. He is your father! It's one thing when it is your step-father, but when your father wants to make things right when he wasn't able to before, then at least let him try to make it right!
