Re: To feel that you are both male and female?! « Result #1 Today at 3:01am »
If I could, I would move this to blogs, but I can't.
I know a lot of girls who say that they wish that they were boys for many reasons. Do you have any particular reason for wanting to be a man, sometimes?
To feel that you are both male and female?! « Result #2 Yesterday at 8:02pm »
Hey
I'm a 20 year old woman, I've discovered that I'm bisexual, but more than that I feel that maybe I'm not just female. Don't get me wrong I like being a woman, but sometimes I get this longing to be a man. It's like I am both male and female, is that even possible? I've had moments ever since I was a kid, where I wished that I was a boy. I'm really confused, are there anybody out there that feels the same way as me? Or am I just a bt weird that way? I don't think that I will ever get a sex-change or anything, because I don't want to loose being a woman, but on the other hand I really feel male sometimes?!
This new guy... « Result #3 on Nov 27, 2009, 3:24am »
So...there's this new guy that I like. His name is Thomas. He's cuban, and well...he's very different. It's hard to read him, but I've come up with the conclusion that he is in fact a bisexual. There are certain clues that make it obvious. I only just thought about this, but two years ago he said to me "sometimes I see a guy on the street and I think...man, if I was a girl I would so do him."
He has given me long hugs and there have been times when we just start looking at each other...one of us breaks away usually because it's awkward seeing two just staring at each other...plus...well...he says I'm the nicest guy and...well...I just like him a lot. Lately...he and I just compliment each other a lot, though. I'm not going to say anything, though, because I know that if I keep up what we're doing now and try to even push it a bit further, he'll end up saying something that will tip me off to whether he likes me or not.
We were recently in our schools fall musical together, White Christmas. He played Phil Davis. I played General Waverly and just about every time my character said something to his character it cut him down in some way. Like when he comes up and says "We all have our gifts, sir, I would have never been any good as a general." and I replied "You were never any good as a private, Davis!". That was my favorite moment of my lines in the whole show!!!
Re: To be or not to be, that is the question. « Result #4 on Nov 21, 2009, 4:36am »
Hokay, a few updates on that last situation there. Quite a few. I'll give you the important stuff.
First, she's leaving the school in February. I went and cried in a corner after that conversation, no joke. And I'm not someone who tends to cry. But yeah... that sorta made me feel like I had to do something, even if it wasn't a direct confession, just to get it off my chest a little. So I've been taking advantage of more opportunities to be around her and trying not to worry about how it comes off as much. This has led me to a couple of possibly stupid actions.
She invited me to do a solo for the school's annual dance benefit again this year, so I've been looking for a good song to inspire some choreography. Yesterday, while rummaging through some old CDs, I found the perfect thing: Lindsay Lohan's Symptoms of You. Stupid Action #1 arose from that... I appeared at her office and announced that I'd picked my song, then slipped her a post-it note with the title on it and told her to listen to it later. As soon as I handed it to her I was like What am I doing?! and freaking out in my head. Yeah. I can just see her looking it up and making an O_____O face as she realizes I'm into her. I figure she'd figure it out... I've been clinging to her for a long time, so I wouldn't be surprised if she's already suspicious. Still. I feel bad for making her feel awkward. Even though I'm sure I've done it about a thousand times by now anyway. Still.
Stupid Action #2 hasn't happened yet, but it's planning to. The other day when we were talking I found out when her birthday was. It passed last month, but I sorta want to get her a present anyway. It's cheesy and stupid, I know, but... meh. I think it's kinda cute. And... well, I have limited opportunities to do stuff like this now, since she won't be around every day next year. Or at the end of this year, for that matter. So I should take advantage of the chance now, right? Maybe?
I'll admit I'm addicted to making her smile. It's the highlight of my day when I can make her happy somehow, especially to hear her laugh. I love her smile so much. Too, when I gave her a gift last year she smiled and hugged me, which was pretty much the highlight of the entire month... ^^; Yeah. I'd rather like to repeat that experience. So I want to go shop for her at some point this weekend. Nothing big, just a little teddy bear or something. Just for a smile. And maybe a hug.
Re: To be or not to be, that is the question. « Result #7 on Nov 15, 2009, 3:55am »
Guys, I'm scared. I think I might be in love.
I'm not sure why exactly it scares me. Maybe because I'm not used to it, or because it's a woman, I don't know. All I can say is I've never felt this strongly about anyone before, and it's overwhelming.
The sad part is I know nothing could ever really happen between us. She's a teacher at my school and a tragic sixteen years older than me, and straight as far as I know... it's depressing. I suppose you could say I've had a secret - super secret, considering I didn't even know until the summer - crush on her since last year. I think I mentioned that before.... Anyway, the short version of the story is that I spent a lot of time around her last year and just majorly adored her and whatnot. This year I'm not taking any of her classes, so I don't really get to see her much, except the occasional stalking mission. (Shh. I don't stalk people. Not at all. >.>) Yet even so, I still get all excited around her and can't stop thinking about her and all those sorts of things. I want to be with her so badly... ><
So. I'm pining. I can't concentrate on anything. I alternate between feeling giddy and frustrated, the former when I imagine being together and the latter when reality socks me in the face. I hate having such strong feelings but at the same time I don't want them to stop. I suppose my main problem is that I don't know what to do about them. I mean, I can't really go up and confess to her; it's inappropriate. Even if she was interested in me, she'd get fired for being involved with a student. Maybe imprisoned. I don't know. At any rate, it seems pretty impossible. Baaaaah.
I know I'm ranting uselessly, but I need to get it out of my system. Sorry, guys.
If anyone's wondering what happened to the Japanese girl, she... just sorta stopped interesting me. I still maintain that she's very cute, but I don't really spaz about her anymore. It was a small crush. *shrug*
I just came out.. and I dont have anyone to talk t « Result #8 on Nov 13, 2009, 6:26am »
Hi everyone, I am a bit shy. I just came out to my family and they do not know how to react. My girlfriend broke up with me because I finally told her I like men. I need someone to talk to who understands where I am coming from. and possibly companionship.. (not ruling out frisky phoone conversations..) I probably shouldnt do this, but I am desperate.. could someone give me a call? I am in Los Angeles. Mod edit: personal information removed. It would mean a lot... Joey
« Last Edit: Nov 17, 2009, 12:23am by andrewlj2009 »
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Re: The Person Below Me « Result #10 on Nov 13, 2009, 4:07am »
I don't not believe in them...but I don't really believe in them either...kind of "they haven't bothered me yet, so why bother them" kind of attitude...
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